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  • me: takes two hours to get in a headspace that will let me work and then sister walks in and immediately breaks the focus bubble
    her: oh couldn't you just try harder to focus in the first place?
    me: WOW!!!!! why didn't i think of that before!!!!!!!!
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    whew ok I've done some research for my project so i have a better idea of what I'm doing now. also went for a walk and did some yoga which i haven't done in years. i forgot how much i enjoyed it. also my desire to play the bravely default II demo has me all fired up!! let's go!!!!
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    ive crashed again
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    might've...found a workflow for this project??? maybe???
    started watching haikyuu. have some chatter
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    You will love kageyama omg
    Haikyuu is the best!!! Have fun ^^
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    oh hes not gonna be like that forever? honestly i wasn't sure i could stand it lol so good to know
    every time he said anything i was like

    hjgfh he's just exactly the kinda person id hate to have on my sports team


    hinata seems like. naively optimistic. i can only assume he's in for lots of disappointment.
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    Yeaaaaah. I mean you're probably going to be able to read the pattern of the story for the most part if you've watched any sports anime, but Hinata's optimism is crazy infectious

    Even three seasons later he still is bubbly somehow

    And yes kageyama will lighten up! The show really starts on the slow side but it'll build
    hhhhh i dont..know how to use zbrush and my project is due friday....
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    i think they’ll be ok but im gonna be worried regardless ):
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    figured out a zbrush workflow: google a tutorial before you try doing anything at all. for everything. no matter how simple it may seem. just look up a goddamn tutorial.
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    yeah i forgot to do that again but i did it eventually so now i think i have a better idea of what I'm doing
    hey HEY I HAD A THOUGHT
    anyone interested in doing a drawpile sometime? just get a buncha people to draw together online n maybe discord call/chat while we’re at it?
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    I would be interested in doing this!
    >knows that using reference will make my art better
    >uses reference for once and it looks better than if I hadn’t used it
    >surprisedpikachu.jpg
    just saw the first visual teaser for the tower of god anime and im shaking it looks good!!!! ive been following this webcomic for at least 6 years and its finally happening!! its coming out sometime this year aaaaaa
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    I forgot how interesting hwa Ryun is. Hopefully this’ll bring more mind games rather than boring repetitive fights like we’ve had this whole season.

    Honesty I think bam has become warped and khun following him blindly is only going to make it worse. Gonna be very disappointed if bam doesn’t get a reality check about selfishly going after kallavan and trying to save jinsung so recklessly. Hell, I kinda hope he puts khun and a few of the original crew in very real danger and makes the wrong move. Get some real stakes again, not characters that bam will forget about in a few chapters. He’s gotten way too comfortable and selfish. I don’t like him as a character rn tbh. And khun bb you know I love you but please wake up and smack some sense into bam.

    I miss Rachel. How is she doing ): what is she up to these days
    I hope she and yura are happy together lmao
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    OH **** THE FIRST TRAILER DROPPED
    I'm shaking I'm so excited AAHHHH

    -honestly everyone looks rly good!! i think the designs stayed faithful to the original but look more solid
    -the only one I'm a liiiittle bummed about is khun; his hair is so spiky and I'm kinda disappointed they didn't give him his stupid crooked bangs lol. he still gives off smug ******* energy tho so all is right in the world
    -bam is baby!!! i lov him.....
    -shibisu in a room full of identical tracksuits sent me jfhgjf
    -hatsu good
    -anak MY DAUGHTER
    -androssi good
    -RAK I LOVE U ALLIGATOR MUSCLE MAN

    that shot where he pulls bam towards him and they're looking at each other like THAT? ****in gay and you can't change my mind. i know it won't be canon but khun took one look at bam and decided he'd die for him ok.
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    I've figured out another reason why I'm put off by the current tog chapters. all the characters we cared about? what are their goals rn? it feels like they're just there to be an entourage to bam. they don't matter. why are they climbing? why are they helping him again? his presence is enough to convince them all to side with fug and go against the king of the tower rather than not get involved? also what happened to team sweet n sour and anak and androssi? i miss wangnan ):

    i feel like getting too close to the rankers and jahad politics has made everything too convoluted.
    picked up hxh so im gonna yell abt it here hehe
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    I'm playing the 1999 version in the bg while i work and goddamn it's like kurapika and leorio are literally a Married CoupleTM, illumi and hisoka are murder bfs. they're literally on beach vacations together lmfao

    haha what if we travelled together a little longer? just kidding...unless...?
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    jesus poor canary is so pale in the 1999 ver. at least they fixed her in the new one
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    HJDKYHJSFJV IM MAD
    season 4 got added to netflix and i didn’t know until id watched all but the last 6 eps smh
    wowow lmao caught myself spiraling bc i was too chicken to take the last piece of cake in class today
    Mystical
    Um do you want to talk about it? Hope things get better.. :(
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    hfjdg WHEW sometimes i forget people see these uhhh YeAH honestly I'm actually doing pretty alright n things are better than they were at the low points last semester and the year before.
    i think being aware of those thoughts and acknowledging that they're not rational is progress and i'm gonna say i was def overtired today ahah. these notes are more of a record for me so i can look back and see how i've been feeling

    i rly appreciate u taking the time to check in tho!!
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    update: i think my mental state is extremely dependent on my creative projects (they're regrettably directly related to my self worth) and i hadn't picked a project for my next module that i actually wanted to do. i've found something i rly wanna work on so i feel pretty much back to normal now! this happened last semester so i gotta watch out and try to plan so this doesn't happen again;;;
    finally trying some of the photoshop brushes i've been hoarding for years and im having a grand ol time. they look rly nice like real watercolours aaaa
    how to deal with the feeling of impending doom whenever I think about my projects and not being good enough or having a passion or thinking about the future
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    Meltdown count: 3.5 n counting
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    Crisis temporarily averted. For now.
    went to tims to try to get a breakfast biscuit w egg n bacon and they had neither biscuits nor eggs but i guess that’s on me for going there at 11pm
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    Tim's tries to be a resturant but they aren't designed to be one. Take it from someone who once worked there.
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    oof well hey at least you're free now!
    they're trying to cover too many bases,,, blease,,,,i just want a good donut
    School’s in session so you know what that means! :-)
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    Time for stomach aches and probably throwing up whenever I don’t get enough sleep! :-))))))
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    really torn between going absolutely feral and having a whole meltdown on the floor rn
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    Ended up having a meltdown whilst trying to go to sleep so that went abt as well as you’d imagine
    Y’all should be proud of me; I made myself lunch today instead of eating breakfast at 11 and then skipping right to dinner :hmmazurill:
    I’m rly struggling to pick my focus next year and I’m running out of time. I want to learn about everything!!!! but they want us to have specific portfolios by the end of the year....
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    Fun fact: spilled water on my laptop so here’s hoping I didn’t kill it :))))))
    At the very least I managed to recover some corrupted files on my USB today and fixed my mouse that wasn’t working. Fingers crossed that good tech energy extends to the laptop. It wasn’t a lot and looked like it mostly hit the keyboard and left speaker so I’m hoping.........gaahhh I’m so stressed about this and picking my focus ;;;;;
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    Have faith, Meg. Maybe look online for ideas?
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    Laptop is fine so far and I said screw it and went with 3D for my focus. Hoping I’ll like it. But if not I’ll see if I can switch
    Sometimes I think about how my younger self would react if shown my current art. I think I’d go wild and ask “really?? I’ll be able to do that??” And it feels. Nice. To know that I’m doing things I thought I couldnt do ‘cause there were these little secret techniques. But it’s technique and practice and there’s more I can learn and improve upon. As a little kid I used to believe the starving artist myth. But I’m here. And I’m gonna succeed.
    Moving back home this weekend. Looking forward to seeing my home friends again, but I’m really gonna miss my friends in this city. some of them are coming to my home city for cons tho so we’re gonna try to meet up when they’re around :’0
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    guess we're leaving tomorrow then
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    Hm can’t say it’s a good night, lads!! Cannot say it.
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    “I don’t know why you’re having a meltdown over this” yeah sure lemme pull that line on you next time you’re having a ****ing meltdown ‘cause you’re frustrated that a task that should’ve taken a day and a half is taking three.
    if ppl could stop casually outing me as an ace that'd be great
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    would i go to pride and paint an ace coloured heart on my cheek? maybe, if my friends wanted me to join them there. otherwise, I'll stick to telling ppl I'm dating (cuz i don't wanna feel like I'm cheating them of a 'real' relationship) or friends i'm comfortable telling. let me come out on my own terms.
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    I can't exactly relate, but I think people should be more empathic and I hope things get better for you.
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    i've been lucky enough that so far i've been outed to people who either weren't pay attention or haven't brought it back up or were like "oh yeah that explains some stuff lol" and are totally cool w it. but yeah it'd be nice if ppl would think about how theres a lot of us that don't want our identity peppered into any random conversation,,
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