two days in a row of **** productivity. can we go for three!?!???
watch me get fired bc my brain can't focus on stuff it doesn't care about. like i literally couldn't work unless i had a show/musical in the background and even then it was slow and just felt like ****. wish they hadn't told me it was busywork while we're waiting for new stuff to come in. at least with this its not like it's on a tight deadline but god I've just felt mentally awful this whole time. really really love that my productivity n mental health are a fun roller coaster either power focusing through for a week straight or trudging along for two and only wanting to sleep. maybe I'm just over-tired. i should go to bed.
hhfdhghuugh i think i ****ed up my arm,,,, just,,, gotta finish this commission and then another one and then sketch smth for her and then 3d model smth for her and not die at work. this is fine. how did this happen
me: takes two hours to get in a headspace that will let me work and then sister walks in and immediately breaks the focus bubble
her: oh couldn't you just try harder to focus in the first place?
me: WOW!!!!! why didn't i think of that before!!!!!!!!
just saw the first visual teaser for the tower of god anime and im shaking it looks good!!!! ive been following this webcomic for at least 6 years and its finally happening!! its coming out sometime this year aaaaaa