Sometimes I think about how my younger self would react if shown my current art. I think I’d go wild and ask “really?? I’ll be able to do that??” And it feels. Nice. To know that I’m doing things I thought I couldnt do ‘cause there were these little secret techniques. But it’s technique and practice and there’s more I can learn and improve upon. As a little kid I used to believe the starving artist myth. But I’m here. And I’m gonna succeed.
Moving back home this weekend. Looking forward to seeing my home friends again, but I’m really gonna miss my friends in this city. some of them are coming to my home city for cons tho so we’re gonna try to meet up when they’re around :’0
im constantly exhausted but i can never get myself to go to bed before like 1am and it really sucks. i haven’t even really done much work at home this week!! my class schedule is horrendous right now and idk how to work around it so that im eating at a decent time and getting my work done and sleeping like a real person
probably strange to say but i feel like a human being for the first time in a long time. like i can go out and hang out with people and not just eat, sleep, draw. i went to see captain marvel (10/10 would recommend) with my bf and it was nice to actually hang out again and be outside of my apartment and also not at school. i keep forgetting that variety is the spice of life and without it, everything starts going grey.
Finally got to hang out w my boyfriend after at least a full month of drowning in work so that was nice. He bought Chinese food and gave me a late Christmas present which was let’s go eevee. Really sweet but now I feel bad ‘cause switch games are expensive and all I got him was a pair of touchscreen gloves,, he said not to worry about the price or anything but you know I’m gonna do it anyways
Forgot to pay for parking this morning so I paid when I remembered after class in hopes that they hadn’t checked my car but they did so now I have to pay $75 apparently (doubt I’ll get the $10 back either). Idk if I can appeal it. Mad bc I’ve literally never tried to skip out on paying for parking or forgotten to pay.