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  • i don't wanna get my hopes up but like,,,, i feel like this design project is actually kinda going well....... this has gotta be a trap
    Finally got to hang out w my boyfriend after at least a full month of drowning in work so that was nice. He bought Chinese food and gave me a late Christmas present which was let’s go eevee. Really sweet but now I feel bad ‘cause switch games are expensive and all I got him was a pair of touchscreen gloves,, he said not to worry about the price or anything but you know I’m gonna do it anyways
    Forgot to pay for parking this morning so I paid when I remembered after class in hopes that they hadn’t checked my car but they did so now I have to pay $75 apparently (doubt I’ll get the $10 back either). Idk if I can appeal it. Mad bc I’ve literally never tried to skip out on paying for parking or forgotten to pay.
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    keejot
    they cancelled the ticket !!! :D
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    also went to a new orthodontist by myself last week for my shifting tooth and everyone was super nice and I'm getting a new retainer with a pikachu design on it!!
    ehehe the best thing about it is that its gonna be kind of a ****ty pikachu drawing too
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    and my dad said fixing the scratch on the car isn't a big deal. everything is gonna be ok
    i need to finish cleaning this layout today and I'm not even like 1/10 way there **** **** **** why does this keep happening
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    id settle to just finish my layout today and finish my life drawing tomorrow honestly
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    i keep glancing at my keyboard and thinking the shift key says **** im that tired. its a mood tho
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    legit surprised i haven't had a panic attack over this yet
    WAIT UR AVI IS EVEN MORE PRECIOUS NOW AAAAAAAAAAA
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    ehehe glad you like it!! you’ll get to see the whole drawing soon enough and maybe a lil something else when i update my art thread :3c
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    it's 2am and i still have like 3 buildings to draw plus street details and size character but i don't think I'll need to pull an all nighter at the very least
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    its currently 6:20am and i just sent my email in for revisions. time for a big sleep
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    hmmm hold that thought my email bounced back 'cause i attached a 103mb file lmfao oops guess i gotta shrink that down. edit: sent so hopefully my prof got it
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    YA GIRL IS APPROVED YEAH BABEY
    we got hit by the storm pretty bad and someone just cross country skied over the bridge near my apartment. absolute madman
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    LuluRina
    I hope you're okay! And that man is someone who would probably fit right in with my family xD
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    yup everything's good here. didn't lose any power and i haven't needed to even leave my apartment bc classes got cancelled. emotionally? very not okay 'cause my layout needs to be done for tomorrow and its uhhh not done and i am s t r e s s e d
    my mind is tired and it hurts
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    I've only just now finished my first building in my layout. and i wanted to finish the whole thing for wednesday. hoooooo boy i am Suffering
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    just found out we lose 20% if we don't get our rough approved by friday oh ****
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    im not even 1/3 through this and i need to get it done by tomorrow. guess i won't sleep. cool
    it took me like 6 hours to complete my first revised layout and now i have to do another one and its due tomorrow and i also have an 8am. i am a Fool
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    I'm done but i gotta get up at like 6:40 and its almost 2am. I'm gonna be so sick tomorrow
    Mystical
    Mystical
    Hope you feel better Megan :c *hug*
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    thank :3c i don’t wanna speak too soon but im not feeling too sick rn so fingers crossed this keeps up.....
    oof i probably shouldn’t use my profile as like,, a public diary but regardless, i wanted to thank everyone who’s taken the time to write up a lil something whenever im complaining about my latest life problem. i feel like i haven’t been doing very well lately so im really grateful!! i love you guys
    hmm i genuinely wonder what my boyfriend sees in me
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    Mystical
    Mystical
    Also, you can probably ask him?
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    Moxie
    Moxie
    The thing about asking, is that he'd probably give an idealized answer that isn't an answer the person can kinda understand cause like...they can't seem themselves as that since they're them lol? :thonkazurill: I don't know if that makes sense
    He probably just likes hanging out with you when you can
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    @SG n mystical- ya I guess I could just...start by talking to him more couldn’t I aha

    @Moxie- yeah that makes sense. And who knows; maybe that’s it
    well that was a ****ing disaster
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    prof: these thumbnails aren’t gonna work. I GUESS you can use these two but they’re gonna need a LOT of fixing.
    my brain: great! all my past successes were flukes and i’m worthless!
    Moxie
    Moxie
    Well try not to be too hard on yourself if you can help it! Trying to art on a deadline or just consistent art is hard in general, especially when you’re stressed so you have low spots sometimes.
    I hope you feel better about this tomorrow!
    shhmew
    shhmew
    i have heard soooo much about how rigorous and draining it is to go to school for animation... i have lots of respect for you... and you so very talented and skilled there's no doubt about that, just can't consistently do top quality work (no one can), especially when you're exhausted, try to remember that and keep your chin upp★
    only one more thumbnail drawing to go,, might be done by 3:30am if i'm lucky.......
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    throwing in the towel at 4:10,, if i have time in the morning I'll go back and see if theres stuff i can fix up. these'll probably be good enough either way
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    now even just looking at layouts gives me anxiety
    tried to get my sister to watch mp100 with me and she hated it 'cause she hates animated stuff and im just more sad now. its just really disheartening when im gonna be an animator and she doesn't even wanna try to get into it like i literally had to BEG her to watch it w me. like i watch politics stuff w her and we discuss her study stuff literally all the time and i used to not give a **** but now i know enough abt it that i can actually get into it. but she just does the thing where we're watching the show and she just starts basically audio transcribing whats happening and i know she hates it already. honestly whenever i try to get my fam to watch any animated tv shows they just nod and smile like "ok thats nice enjoy ur kiddy show :)" like obviously its not intended to be malicious but would it ****in kill anyone to try watching more than one episode so u can actually appreciate the characters
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    it just feels really ****ty to try to show ppl something ur really passionate abt and have them hate it and not really try to hide that fact
    Bunnie
    Bunnie
    i pretty much get the same reaction from my family for the "cutesy" stuff that i like to draw, or the artists i like, even if i don't even try to show them anymore. i know how frustrating it is!
    Luke Strife
    Luke Strife
    Same with me and any of my passions. Yet I'm expected to care when it's theirs.
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