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- Nov 1, 2018
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- Alex
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my family lol
Not like I can actually run away because I'd probably be killed or assaulted in a variety of ways roflmfao lol i love being alive
Maybe I should just go out and get addicted to smoking or something so I can get pampered like my brother and stepdad are lmao
-> stepdad is addicted to chew and is basically neglectful of our actual needs i.e food and **** because waaaah i dont have like 700 sleeves of chew!!!! shut the **** up and suck it up and go to rehab. you're literally killing us and making it impossible for us to get anything else like proper AC and clothing lol
-> the fact that my existence grants my family like 4-5 hundred dollars a month (child support and baby bonus) but they absolutely ****ing refuse to do ANYTHING for my mental health, anything to get me clothes, etc. If I suddenly didn't exist or if I died at like 10 of some vague disease you would not have that money. Be thankful you get it because you're merely using my existence to your benefit. It'd be different if you actually cared for me, but you don't, so.
-> mom refuses to get a job because "i had to work for 7 years to support you all!!!" shut up. you're literally just being lazy lmao get a goddamn job. you're nowhere near retirement years you just want to play ****ing video games all day. And it's goddamn true. Every waking hour you weren't at work you played video games, MAYBE cooked dinner and then slept - now you play them even more because you have "nothing else to do". if you're that goddamn bored, get a job.
-> the fact that i can't even ****ing afford to run away is terrifying. i am permanently stuck here because housing in this generation is WAY too ****ing expensive so i'm best off just homeless or at a women's shelter lol.
-> the fact that my existence grants my family like 4-5 hundred dollars a month (child support and baby bonus) but they absolutely ****ing refuse to do ANYTHING for my mental health, anything to get me clothes, etc. If I suddenly didn't exist or if I died at like 10 of some vague disease you would not have that money. Be thankful you get it because you're merely using my existence to your benefit. It'd be different if you actually cared for me, but you don't, so.
-> mom refuses to get a job because "i had to work for 7 years to support you all!!!" shut up. you're literally just being lazy lmao get a goddamn job. you're nowhere near retirement years you just want to play ****ing video games all day. And it's goddamn true. Every waking hour you weren't at work you played video games, MAYBE cooked dinner and then slept - now you play them even more because you have "nothing else to do". if you're that goddamn bored, get a job.
-> the fact that i can't even ****ing afford to run away is terrifying. i am permanently stuck here because housing in this generation is WAY too ****ing expensive so i'm best off just homeless or at a women's shelter lol.
Not like I can actually run away because I'd probably be killed or assaulted in a variety of ways roflmfao lol i love being alive
Maybe I should just go out and get addicted to smoking or something so I can get pampered like my brother and stepdad are lmao